Strong??.....

Yesterday someone told me that i was a strong person...whether meaning it as a compliment or not there is simply no way i'm like that by myself, or atleast by myself i don't feel strong... I'm only strong or what we think of as strong with the help of Father, thats how i get through each day, whatever happened or went down during the doesn't matter in the end because i have Christ by my side

Life

.....hhhhhmmmmm life life life...... have had fun hanging with friends these past few weeks. we've done ridiculous things like INSANITY!!! (the workout program) which we're starting week 4 of 8 on this coming up Wednesday, played laser tag and then ate at IHOP, worked out some more, chilled at my house before we work out, rode in a 2010 Camaro!! :) went swiming in the creek (my first time ever!) watched movies (new and old) and listened to Squidward play the Clarinet :) it's amazing how fast life can fly by... i feel like i'm busy with so much stuff but i love the feeling, only a month left til i receive my piece of paper telling me i've completed 13 years of school but it's like a piece of me will be gone. i'll miss argueing with teachers about assignments and due dates and rushing to finish a study guide for ms. turner (okay maybe not so much) 

 -----> In a little over 6 weeks i'll be on my way to Africa (which i have all the info now!!!!!) and i'll spend my summer there with 4 other amazing girls and the locals, i'll come back changed. i won't be the same me as i am now... in a few weeks i won't be the same me now, but God will have changed me and molded me to be more like himself, my earthly self will be very limited compared to the Glory of God shining through me... God will show us soooo many things that will blow our minds, that we won't be able to comprehend. i'm ready for God to use me in ways i've never imagined, to reach people i would have never imagined reaching, to show me things i would have never imagined seeing with my own eyes, to give me even more of a heart for missions and even more than that for people, and anything else that hasn't come to mind....

 I AM READY FOR GOD!!!